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Disclaimer: It's not mine. Will never be mine. Has never been
mine. *sob*
Summary: AU Ran is a writer dealing with a writer's block for the
first time in his life. Ken is the young man who wanders into his life, trying
to find a place to fit in. But as these two men grow closer, more problems
arise that could complicate (and destroy) their lives.
Pairings: Ran/Ken, Ken/Ran (depends how you look at it), a
Brad/Schu/Yohji triangle (fweee!), and a pinch of Omi x Nagi
NOTE: THIS IS AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE STORY! In other words, no
assassins deal. I think someone who knows nothing of Weiss shall be able to
understand what's going on. I'm trying to keep it as AU as possible.
This story is dedicated to my wonderful kami-chan and CherubKatan
since it was their birthdays (or perhaps I passed them. I know I passed
CherubKatan's and will probably pass kami's...in any case, it's for them!)
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Prologue (Every Writer's Worst Nightmare)
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It had been another one of those mornings when Aya Fujimiya left
to go shopping for groceries and other necessities. She didn't expect find
anything out of the ordinary when she came back. She didn't expect to hear any
news that would change her life. And above all, she didn't expect to hear any
news that would change Ran, her older brother.
Of course, she would be wrong.
"I'm back!" Aya closed the front door of her two- story
house, leaving a cold and quiet world behind her. "I got you the paper you
wanted, Ran! It was the last pack too."
"That's good!" Her brother yelled from upstairs. Aya
waited to hear him say something more but was surprised when he didn't. Then
she figured that he was probably hard at work and not in the mood to talk.
The joys of having a brother who's a novelist. She thought,
shaking her head and putting away the things she had bought. Her brother was
talented all right but not the world's most chatty person. He wasn't too fond
of spending time outside either. Twice she asked him to come along with her but
he still refused. Which was bad considering the fact Aya had been hounded by
all of Ran’s fans today.
From the moment she walked into the store to the moment she got
out of sight, she was surrounded by Ran’s fan club. They kept asking her if
they could come visit their favorite author at home and one girl even asked for
Aya’s autograph. She finally had to deny all their requests but promised them
that Ran was working hard on the next novel.
At least, I hope he is working hard on it. She thought.
The funny thing was, she didn’t know what the novel would be about. Ran usually
gave her a good idea of what he was planning to write. Then Aya would tell him
if it would work out with the fans or not. They’d work out all the little
problems together before Ran sent anything off to his editor.
But he hadn’t asked her for advice in a week. Aya wondered what he
could possibly be writing. Was it going to be a surprise? No. Ran was not a man
full of surprises. And he didn’t like keeping things from Aya, especially when
it came to writing his novels. For a week she had kept quiet. She waited till
he would call her upstairs. But that never happened.
And she was tired of it. As soon as she finished putting the
groceries away, she decided to go and see what Ran was up to.
“Ran?” She called as she headed up the stairs. The hallway was
dark except for some light coming through a single window on the wall.
“I’m in my room, Aya.” He replied.
Aya finally made it to the top and turned the corner to where
Ran’s room was. She pushed the door open and saw something she really didn’t
want to see.
Her brother's desk was a mess of course. Seven books, all written
by him, were stacked in the left corner. There were crumpled sheets of paper
cluttered in the right corner. There was also paper falling out of the
wastebasket and littering the floor. Aya sighed. Then her face grew dark and
worried when she caught sight of her brother. Ran was bent over, head in one
hand, glaring down at the blank sheets of paper in front of him. He looked
ready to kill himself.
"I hate this." He muttered. "After all this time,
it had to happen now!"
Curiosity got the best of Aya. "Ran, what's wrong?"
"I'm blocked!" He snapped, turning around and glaring at
her. "I'm having trouble writing!"
Aya was taken back by his biting reply. As soon the shock left,
she started speaking again. "That's all? You have writer's block?"
"It doesn't seem like much to you but it's bothering me. I
never had to deal with it before and now..." Ran's voice trailed off as he
looked back at those blank pages. “What do I do, Aya?”
Aya shrugged. “I don’t know. I don’t have a cure for writer’s
block. Just try to write it out.”
“How?!” Ran snapped. “That’s what I have been doing for the past
few hours! I’m trying to write it out and I can’t!”
Aya was taken back for the second time in a row. “All right! I’m
sorry, Ran! I was just trying to help…”
Ran was about to say more when he thought about what Aya just
said. It wasn’t her fault that he was suffering writer’s block. He gave her an
apologetic look that told her he didn’t mean to lash out like that. He could
probably write that block out.
But something else was also bothering him. Someone was talking
rather loudly in the next room, occasionally breaking into laughter or
exclamations. Try hard as he could, he was unsuccessful in blocking it out.
Finally, he had to ask what it was.
"Aya, who's talking so loudly?" He asked.
"That's probably Yohji. He came home early from work."
Aya explained. Yohji Kudou was one of their housemates and Ran's best friend.
"He must be on the phone with his latest love interest."
Ran rolled his eyes. Despite the fact he and Yohji had been
friends for a while, they had two very different personalities. Ran was quiet
and cool, sometimes labeled "emotionless" by those who didn't know him
well. Of course, he had emotions; he just didn't like showing them off. Yohji,
on the other hand, was a bit more on the wild and playful side. He was a nice
guy but had the tendency to get on Ran's nerves. He smoked way too many
cigarettes and dated at least five women per week. Ran was often amazed as to
how he and Yohji became friends in the first place.
"So who is this new love interest?" Ran asked, tapping
his pen against his notepad.
"I don't know. I never saw her." Aya confessed.
"And Yohji didn't tell me much about her. All I know is that he calls her
'Schu'."
"Schu? What does that mean?" Ran was puzzled. Yohji did
call girls with different nicknames but never 'Schu'. Perhaps he would call her
'sweetheart' or 'pretty lady' but not 'Schu'.
"I don't know if it's short for something or if it means
something in another language." Aya shrugged, plucking one of her
brother's novels off his desk and flipping through it. "What I do know
about her is that she's trying to break up with her old boyfriend and hook up
with Yohji. But somehow, she can't let the old one go so she's turning to Yohji
for help. Interesting name, isn't it?"
"Let him call her whatever he wants." Ran shrugged,
though secretly thought that 'Schu' was a terrible nickname for a woman. Then
he glared at the wall that separated his room from Yohji's. "He could
afford to speak softer though. I'm having a hard time concentrating as it
is."
Aya smiled at him before going back to the book she was reading.
She was feeling bad that her brother was suffering writer's block. Writer's
block and Ran just didn't go together. Every day, her brother wrote at least
three chapters of whatever he was currently working on. To his readers, it
seemed like he never ran out of things to say.
But I think he has. Aya thought sadly, putting the book down.
He just doesn't know what he's going to say next.
She stared at the cover of that book for a while and caught site
of the author's name. This was one thing she never understood. Ran had a
perfectly nice name...so why was he using a penname? More specifically, why did
he use *her name* as a penname? Every novel Ran had ever written in his life
was written under the penname Aya Fujimiya.
"Why are you using my name?" Aya always asked.
"Your name is nice as it is."
And Ran would always answer her the same way. "Because your
name looks better on the cover of a book than mine does."
That is a stupid reason to use my name, Ran. Aya thought.
Nonetheless, she allowed him to use it. Besides, it was cute and funny when people
referred to her brother as 'Aya'. He really did look like an ‘Aya’ too with his
pretty violet eyes, his crimson hair, and his perfect pale skin.
Just then, the front door slammed, pulling Aya from her thoughts.
"Now what happened?" Ran asked, growing more annoyed
with the distractions.
"Nothing, nothing! I think Omi just came in." Omi
Tsukiyono was Yohji's half-brother and the other housemate. They could hear him
shuffling around downstairs.
"Aw, do you have to go away?!" Yohji asked, a little too
loudly, from his room. "Well, why don't you come over? Why do I have to
always go and see you?"
"Why doesn't he ever shut up?" Ran demanded.
"Ran, calm down." Aya sighed. "You should be glad
Yohji and the others are here. They provided us with money in return for
shelter and food."
"Wasn't I providing enough?" Ran demanded. "My
books are bestsellers, Aya. Why did we need to get guests in this house?"
"We didn't take them in for the money alone, Ran." Aya
reminded him. "Yohji and Omi needed us, remember? It was you who suggested
they moved in with us. You refused to turn your back on Yohji."
Ran was about to argue until he remembered that Aya was right.
Yohji and Omi had different fathers but the same mother, who raised them when
they were younger. When she passed away suddenly, Yohji was given the
responsibility of raising his younger brother alone. Neither father looked
forward to raising the boys so Yohji and Omi tried to survive together. For a
long time, they had been all right. Then they got kicked out of their apartment
after failing to pay their rent. Yohji showed up at their doorstep and begged
for a place to say.
"If you won't do it for me, do it for Omi." He had said.
"We promise to get out of here as soon as I can find a job or
something."
Though he thought about it for some time, Ran let Yohji and Omi
move in. And, two days later, both of them found jobs at a nearby flower shop.
And both of them are still here. Ran shook his head. It wasn't
that he hated having Yohji and Omi in the house. But sometimes Yohji got on his
nerves when he least expected it, especially when he was trying to write.
Still, he couldn’t kick Yohji or Omi out. They did help around the house and
were great company.
"Oh." Ran finally said. “Okay, Aya, you’re right. I
suppose it isn’t all that bad. Yohji is my friend and I can’t abandon him or
Omi.”
Aya nodded. “Glad I got my point across.”
"Hello! I'm home!" Omi exclaimed, bounding into Ran's
room and throwing his jacket onto a chair. His bright blue eyes were twinkling
with excitement. "I have some good news for everyone!"
"Keep it down in there!" They heard Yohji yell out.
"I can't think with all that noise!"
That's what I've been saying. Ran frowned.
"How was work today, Omi?" Aya asked, trying hard to
keep things civil. Ran had the look on his face that said 'If Yohji doesn't get
off that phone soon, I am going to skewer him.'
"Good. I met some really nice people today. They were
inquiring about you guys. And there was this one boy who I_" Omi started
to say but then stopped. He started to turn red. “That one is a long story.”
"So? What's up with this boy, Omi?" Aya asked.
"Nothing, nothing!" Omi insisted though his face grew
even redder. "He's just someone I met today, that's all! But that's not my
only piece of good news."
Ran and Aya both had the feeling Omi was hiding something from
them but they didn't question him.
"I hope you don't kill me for it but_" Omi paused again.
"Another guy came into the shop today. We talked for a while and he seems
lonely. I felt bad hearing his life story. But he's a nice guy. He doesn't have
a place to stay so I_"
Aya had a bad feeling what Omi was going to say next. "What
did you do, Omi?"
"Please don't get mad at me!" Omi begged. "I
couldn't help it! I had to do this for him!"
Ran sighed. "Just say it already, Omi."
Omi blushed. "I think you guys might be getting another
housemate."
TBC...
In case anyone is wondering, no, I am NOT TURNING SCHU INTO A
WOMAN! I like Schu just the way he is.
I know it's weird to make Ran and Yohji best friends since their
personalities clash but hey! People pair these guys up a lot! What's wrong with
them being friends?
Sorry for any OOC-ness but it’s kinda expected in an AU. I’ll try
to keep everyone as much in character as possible. Please excuse the minor
editing errors. I did my best.
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